Friday, October 22, 2004

10 Days to O'level... I officially declared I am fighting this battle myself...
I realised... I can be independent if I want to... but I can really slack on if I know there is something I can fall back on...
This make me remember times in Band... I would say I was very independent there, as I know every decision I make... I have to bear the responsibility myself. Thats why I think before I act... I wish this can be applied in my studies... I wish I can take pride in my studies, share the equal strenght I have in Band... dare to do what I dare to do in Band... I was never afraid to make mistake... I was not afraid to voice out... I did what I think is right, I consult first... plan...
I really love my Band days... those days was when I am my true self... showing and doing things from my heart... maybe thats why I am able to touch most of my members... without being told or what... I will take the initiative, I will make the decision, I stand firmly to my believe... That we are the best!, If we are optimistic and we try... I guess I was full of confidence... I love those days... I believe I will make it far...If i try
Sigh... no bad point abt me is... I am lacking the confidence in studies... I am unable to channel the confidence, the attitude into my studies... BUT!... I am trying... I am telling myself.... I will... and I must... 1o days and I will face my enemies... at the Battlefield..... God bless me...i'm on my own...

*Pcss Band
*MeLissA[Cousin]
*EzaLiNe
*HuiWen
*Ng Xinyi
*RoNia
*SAndrA
*SZe SiNg
*SopHian
*ChOOn wEi[Band]
*CriStaBel[Band]
*JoAnnA[Band]
*JesSicA[Band]
*KeLly[Band]
*NinA[Band]
*PeiJun[Band]
*WanLing[Band]
*WeiHsin[Band]
*WinnieFer[Band]
*ZiyAng[Band]
*Goh YiMei[NCO Fren]
*Wei Liang[SRJC Fren]
*Yi Ling[SRJC Fren]
*Joline[SRJC Fren]
*Irene Pua[SWS Fren]