Saturday, November 20, 2004

I'm on the verge of breaking down... I tried to pick up myself time after time... but i fell again and again... am I losing my cheerfulness and happiness... am I growing weaker... losing my inner strength tat kept me going... trust... confidence... Am I an empty shell now?

Being misunderstood, losing my hopes and wishes... not daring to dream... a girl with hopes, dreams and expectations... is losing all... she can't find her light... everything in front of her is blurred... walking aimlessly, falling over things she can't see, not daring to continue moving...

I dunno wad to do... I ... can't seemed to find myself... really dunno wad to do... I am frustrated, tired... where is my goal... do i dare to expect anymore... I can't help it... I dunno wad to do... afraid, worried... * I may put up a brave front... but deep inside me... I am depressed... losing myself... who am I... why am i here... everything is unclear * praying for a sign... to move on...

*Pcss Band
*MeLissA[Cousin]
*EzaLiNe
*HuiWen
*Ng Xinyi
*RoNia
*SAndrA
*SZe SiNg
*SopHian
*ChOOn wEi[Band]
*CriStaBel[Band]
*JoAnnA[Band]
*JesSicA[Band]
*KeLly[Band]
*NinA[Band]
*PeiJun[Band]
*WanLing[Band]
*WeiHsin[Band]
*WinnieFer[Band]
*ZiyAng[Band]
*Goh YiMei[NCO Fren]
*Wei Liang[SRJC Fren]
*Yi Ling[SRJC Fren]
*Joline[SRJC Fren]
*Irene Pua[SWS Fren]