Thursday, November 18, 2004

2nd last paper.... well... i went in with confidence... but after I came out... I dun dared to say the same... tried my best... maybe Ms lee was rite... some simple qns i can think until so complicated... sigh.. will be doing my TYS every night... I am scared lor... I was prepared for the exam.. have hopes for some papers... after doing... I really dunno... AAHhhh.. dunno lah... I should expect the worst on Feb... If i do badly... or worst...sigh..is my fault lor... though is not tat i did not study... as wad someone said... you can prepare yourself to the fullest... to have full confidence... but... tat time you just cannot do it... its your luck lor...

well... I expected the worst... i just hope i can move on, though i know the competition is great for the course i want...
Dunno if i been mistaken or not... well nobody knows me... i got this impression tat people think i am not studying... well yes..sometimes..too tired to do so.... dunno if i want to clear this understanding or not... its not i dun want to study... i also need a life other than study rite... dunno lor... wad makes them think i will study at home... sigh... at least i stay in school..do things... my parents also will not worry... rather than go out to town area... shopping... and wasting my time... dunno lah... ppl misunderstand me... feel bad... but wad can i do... sigh... its not like i everyday go for practice... i got time i go, i go because there is something there tat i want to learn... i dun usually go out also... i find my life boring sia... school and home...tats how i spend my life...i better search for a better life after my last paper...

Well.. hope my last paper will be a good one... then is all up to God... 'I tried my best... maybe not 100% prepared... but i tried.. and i know you know... bless me'.... 3As seemed impossible now... sigh... worst come to worst... i'll try again... cos i know i can do it... just my luck.. now i can onli hope for the best... wish me luck... though it might not make any difference now...

was talking to a friend of mine... a supportive friend... tried to bring me up during i am so gonna fail times.... also not forgetting those who supported me all the way.. though i am so negative... ahhh... i have expectation... but can't seem to achieve it... sigh...
just told myself..no matter wad the result is... I will not cry... i want to be strong... not a single tear of sorrow on tat day... I want to leave the hall strong.. i am weak now... I will not cry!... no matter how much i felt like it... I will not cry... No Tears of Sorrow!...

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