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My Name: *Joreen*

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

I am SO unhappy...

I am so tied down that i can't even take time off for holiday... said i wanna relax... and go out of tis country for a few weeks... but now... cannot hope anymore...

wanted to go overseas so much... 4 years... i gave up my chances of going... whereas my siblings get to travel to america... europe... and other places.... i quietly give up my place... hoping after the hectic 4 years of secondary sch i might get to go...

but it seems like... i have to wait till i finish poly bah... it is a very upsetting news to hear my father tell me... " Why not you go and work at my office during May.. instead of going on holiday... save the money"... i really wanted to argue back... but i kept quiet again... why do i hv to give in... i dun think i was unreasonable... all i asked was a week or 2... now they are disapproving me of going... i nv expect them to bring me... cos i know they will not....

wanted to leave early... but cos of golf lesson and a test next week or so... i push back... then.. SYF week...i push back further... now they dun let me leave on May... soon i will be going to sch... so... do i have to wait another year... i know i am more fortunate than most ppl... at least i get to go to some places... some dun even get to travel... but...i really want to go...

i am just sad to hear tis news... i dun even get to breakaway for a while... i think i might just break... all these years i am waiting... i kept waiting... my plans are alway delayed... worked so hard... but got nothing... *while i better stop... or else i will start typing all the unfairness my parents treat me.. sometimes i wish they will just understand..*

Hopes Gone... wad more can i ask for....


[×-JõЯēeŋ-×] [xJ0R33Nx] blogged at 10:31 PM



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