Monday, April 04, 2005

Been thinking alot... yupz... alot...

lots of things... i dun hv the answer or i am stuck in the middle.... dun dare to move a step forward... or dare to voice out my opinion... sometimes i just wish i could just put all aside... but... i know it is impossible... i will eventually have to face them again...

Electrical Engineering... (EE) was it a right choice... i still can't believe why i choose it... does it really suit me... well..i really dunno.... hehee... stupid me... making silly decision... well... no matter wad...i will still work hard and strive to top the class... if possible.. the course... and maybe the faculty.... it will be great to top the sch... and gain a scholarship... well.. i know most ppl will say.."no point saying and not doing anything"... i will consistently remind myself... and amend my bad points... work hard to achieve my goal... ( I WILL MOVE ON TO UNIVERSITY!...)

one week to SYF... yupz... might go down a few days... but definately going to watch on the 13th of April morning... yupz yupz... gonna support them!

SWS youth band on saturday... fun as usually... my sight-reading still cannot make it... plus slow fingering... breathing wise... guess got a bit of improvement.. and embourche... starting to get the hang of it... hehee... loads more basics still need to practice.... rhythm... blah blah blah... i am the kind tat hears instead of read... meaning... need ppl to demo to me.. then i know... or else... will take a while to figure it... ahhh... music is not easy... learning an instrument is not easy... hard to explain somemore... but the feeling when you sort of master it... it is just great!!!... plus being able to play pieces with a band... having fun... it is just awesome... yeap yeap... gonna train harder... so tat i will not have much problem when sight-reading pieces... yeap... and looking forward to perform!!... though i know i will hv butterflies in my stomach... but it is just so awesome able to perform... yeap... i am determined... my 'passion fire' is burning brightly... yeah yeah yeah... hehee sound kinda crazy huh...

yeap... felt like taking a personality test.. hehee.. just for fun... will post it up... if i manage to find a nice test... yupz yupz... looking forward to the next band practice... and hopefully i get my poly letter soon... so eager to get my own laptop... this com is going to crash soon.. better get my stuff transferred to my own lappy... hehee...

Countdown to my birthday (24/4)!!...20 days! getting older! 17 years old..... hehee.. blog again soon!

*Pcss Band
*MeLissA[Cousin]
*EzaLiNe
*HuiWen
*Ng Xinyi
*RoNia
*SAndrA
*SZe SiNg
*SopHian
*ChOOn wEi[Band]
*CriStaBel[Band]
*JoAnnA[Band]
*JesSicA[Band]
*KeLly[Band]
*NinA[Band]
*PeiJun[Band]
*WanLing[Band]
*WeiHsin[Band]
*WinnieFer[Band]
*ZiyAng[Band]
*Goh YiMei[NCO Fren]
*Wei Liang[SRJC Fren]
*Yi Ling[SRJC Fren]
*Joline[SRJC Fren]
*Irene Pua[SWS Fren]