Friday, October 21, 2005

well.. tis whole week... most of the time stayed at home to look after the house...but bo bian.. i am instructed to do so... haiz..

today morning woke up and went down to ngee ann trying to get some lecture notes and my pe tee for S&W... well only managed to get EG2 and my pe tee... then head down to bishan with christina to shop abit.. got a cross-stitched.. then went down to band..

was kinda touched today... i really dunno how the band felt.. but i was definitely touched that sir did not give up on us... though last year he wanted to... but i am glad tat now he doesn't want to... sometimes i really wish i do not have to graduate from the band... i really love tat band.. call me crazy... say i dun have a life.. or wad so eva... but i really love the band... maybe it is because i was the pioneer batch... i watch it grow... from nothing to wad it is today.. and want to see it continue growing... it is afterall my band.. every members' band..

however... it is sad to really see how my juniors treat the band... i shall not say all are like tis... but the no. of passionate juniors are getting smaller... and it is so sad... we seniors want to see it grow... okie.. shall not say abt all of us seniors... talk abt me.. personally... i really envy them... for the chances that are given to them... to organise events... to hold concerts and other stuff... to make band life interesting... i really wish i get tat chance too... sometimes i really wish they would just think how fortunate they are to get these exposures... and stop yakking that how boring... how irritating to have so many practices... we are trying to help you to learn new skills... like leadership and management...

haix... i really wish i could turn back time... secondary school dayz was the best days of my life... i really miss it... i really love it... peicaiband is something i will not let go unless one day my existance is of no use to them anymore... but i will continue to offer my help to them... at the same time i get to learn... which i really want to...

i am in a very bad mood recently... a problem yet to be solved by me... but i guess this is something i will not give up easily... i got to fight my way through... no matter how hard it takes... i really really dun wanna give up... i dun want to give up the things i have now... i really dun want... i hope this problem will end soon.. spare me of tis agony...

Bless me...

bye..

*Pcss Band
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*EzaLiNe
*HuiWen
*Ng Xinyi
*RoNia
*SAndrA
*SZe SiNg
*SopHian
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*CriStaBel[Band]
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*Yi Ling[SRJC Fren]
*Joline[SRJC Fren]
*Irene Pua[SWS Fren]