Tuesday, December 27, 2005

i blogged... and tats it!

well i dun wish to say anymore things... i had great times.. and bad times...

if want me to blog every single detail of events and how i feel... i think i will hurt alot of ppl... create alot of unhappiness... and destroy my life... so why should i?.. then wads the point of blogging good stuff... and lying through some of it too... hurting myself by lying... why should i?... life is so hard rite... tis cannot say tat cannot say.. say liao not happy.. then get myself in hot soup...

if one day i speak the truth... it means i m prepared to be alone... prepared to lose friends...

tat day might come... soon? maybe not.. but one day

cos i m sick of being backstabbed... sick of being invisible... sick of hidding... sick of excuses... sick of lying... sick of being lied to... sick of being stupid to believe.. sick of doing so much and yet nobody appreciates... SICK OF PUTTING UP TAT SMILE!! even when i m not in the mood to...

i used to like to smile... i used to think tat my life is so wonderful... but as i get older... my life is getting darker... and darker... how can i smile again... i may smile.. but it will nv be the same again...

i will not say my life sucks totally.. cos i know i got happy times in my life... times where i felt i am very fortunate.. times where i laugh.. i joke...

well.. i blogged.. and tats it...

*Pcss Band
*MeLissA[Cousin]
*EzaLiNe
*HuiWen
*Ng Xinyi
*RoNia
*SAndrA
*SZe SiNg
*SopHian
*ChOOn wEi[Band]
*CriStaBel[Band]
*JoAnnA[Band]
*JesSicA[Band]
*KeLly[Band]
*NinA[Band]
*PeiJun[Band]
*WanLing[Band]
*WeiHsin[Band]
*WinnieFer[Band]
*ZiyAng[Band]
*Goh YiMei[NCO Fren]
*Wei Liang[SRJC Fren]
*Yi Ling[SRJC Fren]
*Joline[SRJC Fren]
*Irene Pua[SWS Fren]